Who are you? Really?

Who are you? Really?
I ask myself this question everyday
Cause fitting into a box
Makes me feel some type of way
I am an entity that cannot be defined
There are parts of me that are accepted and parts that are declined
But as I grow through life I’m starting to realize
I am not one category of person
And as of now my direction may not be determined
But I can’t let that stop me
From clearing a path and trusting that God got me
Because to some I’m a hoe
And to others I’m an angel
Cause they know my soul
And don’t let opinions of others bring them to anger
To some I’m very articulate
And to others they just ain’t hearing it
So I change how I talk
So they can comprehend
I change the way they I walk in my world
So they can fit within
But when the tables turn
That’s when you learn
Who’s here for benefits
And who’s just here for the hell of it
A shoulder to lean on
Until they don’t need it no more
A place to confide in
Until they find new arms to hide in
And once they’ve got what they wanted
You’re just a bitch from their past that gave them some ass
But see me I’m different
No your name won’t be mentioned
But I still remember the way you used to listen
How my voice would crack and you could tell exactly what I was feeling
And maybe it just wasn’t the right time
Maybe later in the universe
Again our hearts will intertwine
But for now
I’ll let you run free
Find live in yourself
Instead of in someone else
So go bump yo Jill Scott and 50 cent
Blast your Juice World and Eminem
Sang yo Erykah and Ari Lennox
Spit that Cole and Kendrick
Shake yo ass to Megan
And pray to Lacrae
Cause no matter what you do honey
These pussy niggas gonna always feel some type of way

Writer, Poet