I don’t like red anymore, I like blue, I love blue now

Because it reminds me of the opposite of you

Everything I shouldn’t accept

Everything I shouldn’t do

The mistakes I need to avoid because they led me to you

And yea it was fun while it lasted

Until things got drastic and I didn’t know where to go

Because who you were all along was starting to show

You told me you would never change but I would.

Warned me from the beginning that I would never be the same

Made me almost lose my fucking mind and I’m the one to blame

Threatened my life

Called me names

Provoked me to get a knife

But that evoked no shame

But now you don’t come around

Because you love your life

But when mine was being played with you loved that, right?

“STOP FUCKING PLAYING WITH ME”

“WHY DID YOU JUST MUSH ME”

“DON’T RAISE YOUR FUCKING HAND AT ME”

Cause you could see the fear in my eyes

You could hear the fright in my voice

But you couldn’t feel the rage inside

Or notice that the right to survive is my choice

Cause you’re only gonna make me feel small but for so long

Not going to continue to take advantage of my anxieties and use them against me

Now, Only have one time to make me feel like I’m doing the wrong

Cuz I’m not about to keep singing the same ole song

It started off right then everything went wrong

Cuz them red flags all along

Inside crying for affection and attention

While all he had was I’ll intentions

Never meant to make me feel strong

Deplete all of my energy and use it as his own

But it’s ok now, I’ve learned my lesson

Won’t look at red the same, but damn this was a blessing