“Holding on”

Trying to take the biggest step of my life

Heart trying to tell me what’s right 

Ignore all the noise 

Follow the light 

But the light keeps getting dimmer

By egos resistance to let me expand within 

Ridicule or advice 

Don’t know what’s going on in my mind 

Trying hard not to lose it 

So I wipe my eyes again 

And keep looking forward 

Can see the light again 

But the light keeps getting dimmer

By egos resistance to accept someone as friend 

And not see everyone as an enemy 

That’s what ego portrays to me 

Stopping me in my tracks 

But I always fight back 

Even though this time

The light is getting dimmer now 

Getting harder and harder to find 

Avoiding giving up on her 

Let go of the concept of time 

Let Mind run free in the land of creativity 

Without the entrapment of rules and regulations 

Create my hearts desires because demons 

Are what I am facing