“Ascertain the truth”

Why say things you don’t mean?
Just because you feel you don’t mean anything
To the people you once meant something to.
Why say things you don’t mean?
Just to bruise the ones
That hold a special place in your heart?
The spark of the rumbling of war.
Why say things you don’t mean?
To the people who mean everything
To this small place in your heart.
How could you?
Why say things you don’t mean?
Just to say anything
For the sake of saying something
Rather than saying nothing.
What do you mean?
Why say things you don’t mean?
To yourself.
Afraid you’ll never be better
Writing off the ending of your story.
Why would you do that?
Why say things you don’t mean?
When you could speak your truth
Afraid there’s no one listening
But there’s always someone listening to you.
Me.
So I sing
I sing
I sigh
Sighs of relief
This is me.
This is she.
Swimming to shore
Though unsure
Of what life’s to bring
Understanding the meaning of things

Writer, Poet